I want to say something.

But I don't really know how to say it.

I am annoyed. Ayoko ng niloloko ako about stuff na kunyari wala ng halaga ang kung ano mang effort na gagawin ko kasi di talaga ako mag-e-effort. Not that I do much effort on stuff anyway.

Di ako thoughtful na tao.
Which is why I also don't expect people na magpakathoughtful when it concerns me.
Which is also why I'm always happily surprised when they do thoughtful stuff for me.

I do try sometimes pero when you brush it off, don't expect me to come crawling at subukang ipagpilitan sa mukha mo ang kung ano mang kagaguhang "thoughtful deed" na naisip ko that time... because I won't.

I won't hate you, of course, just don't expect anything from me in the future. I may get over it someday, but don't expect it anytime soon.

I don't like people trying to manipulate me by lying/kidding around about what's really happening. Fine. DO what you want! Just don't expect me to do what you want kasi di mangyayari yun. Mangyayari lang yun kung pareho tayo ng gustong mangyari... that is if you haven't pissed me off yet.  Kasi when push comes to shove... kahit di ko trip gawin, gagawin ko talaga para lang mabwisit ka!