Di ako makapagtrabaho. Di ko alam kung anong iisipin ko. Magulo utak ko ngayon. I want to get away, but I don't know where to go.
I just want time to think. I just want time for myself. I want time to stare off into space and let my mind wander... about anything... about everything... about nothing at all.
It's been so long since I've had to think really hard. Not about work, not about my problems, not about somebody else's problems...
I just want to think. About possibilities. About impossibilities. About probabilities. About the improbables. I just want to sit down. AND. THINK.
Because right now, I think I'm on a rut. I need to get out of this one fast.