Google and Me

When I'm not working, I'm usually with Google.

I google a lot of stuff... people I wanna know more about, stuff that I've read somewhere that I wanna read more of, error code in my codes that I have no idea how to fix, etc.

These days, I have three search keys that I don't fail to google on a weekday. I don't usually google on weekends, I log online but I usually play games or watch youtube/asianovela/anime videos and I already know where they are. No googling involved.

Anyway, regarding those search keys, two are the names of people I google stalk daily. Hahahahhha! I always check posts about them in the last 24 hours! Eh gusto ko malaman pang-araw araw na balita tungkol sa kanila eh! Kung meron man. Pakelam mo?!?! hahahahah!

1. Conan O'Brien - eh ang talino niya eh!!!! Saka funny/witty! Bait pa! I am fascinated! Gusto ko ng kagaya niya pero may abs saka mas pogi! Ayus na yung height niya! hehehehe!
2. Won Bin - eh ampogi niya eh!!! hahahahaha! Meron siya nung wala si Conan! Hehhehehe! Di ko nga lang sure kung gano siya katalino at gano siya kafunny at gano siya kabait. Di kami tight eh... thus, the google stalking! hahahah!
3. Natural Adabas - ala lang, I'm actually looking for 2 things when I google this key. (1) Anything new in this world of SAG that could help me in my coding (2) Job opportunities. Hehehehe! Yuh knooowww it!!! hahaha!

Wala lang, just wanted to write this just in case I come across this blog post again in the future. It'll tell me what I used to obsess about at this time of my life. hahahaha! I hope future me wouldn't be that disappointed. Gaya nga ng sabi ni Ara Mina.... "You can never can tell!" Malay mo asawa ko na si Won Bin by then at kapitbahay namin si Conan habang technical manager na ako ng Natural. hahahahhahha!

Naloko mo ko, fresh grad ME!

At dahil nga sa mga ina-apply-applyan kong kung saan saan, sinubukan ko igo-google yung buo kong pangalan para makita kong ano yung mga nakikita ng mga ina-applyan ko just in case i-search nila ako online. So far, acceptable naman.

• FB page ko kung san sobrang bihira naman ako nagpopost. At kung hindi sila friend of friends ko di rin naman nila makikita mga post ko. So keribels lang.
• Mga lumang site (na galing sa geocities dati) na gawa nung isang blockmate ko. Keri rin lang.
• Isang scribd page kung asan yung write-ups ng block namin naka-post. Ayus pa rin.
• Isang pdf file ng isang teacher namin nung college kung saan nakalista yung individual presentation scheds ng class namin saka yung projects namin para sa class na yun. Ayus na ayus! mukhang di ako tanga kasi me project akong ganun nung college.

So naisip ko... oks! Malinis online life ko.

So naisip ko... pano kaya kung alam nila yung online handle ko.... so ni-search ko rin yung handle ko.

Tapos nakita ko yung luma kong blog na sinimulan ko nung 2005, late ko na nalaman tong blog blog na to eh... and besides wala naman akong internet nung college kasi no! ISP Bonanza was my friend for projects!!! Hahahha! Sa lab namin ako usually nagsusulat ng mga ipopost ko... procrastination tool ko kasi ang blogging if you must know at just in case hindi siya ganun ka-obvious! Hahahaha!

Heniwei... yung nabuksan kong post ay nasulat ko after ko na grumaduate from college. Ayun, kung pano ako magsulat dati, parang ganun pa rin naman ngayon. Yung alam kong medyo malayong writing style ko eh yung nung college talaga ako... weird... ewan ko ba... feeling ko sobrang immature lang! hahahahaha! As if ang mature ko lang ngayon! Hahahahaahhaha!

So ayun basa basa ako nung mga sinulat ko dati kasi karamihan naman ng sinulat ko dati nakalimutan ko na.... Apparently crush ko dati si Juddah Paolo at vegetarian siya based dun sa blog ko... so malamang ginoogle stalk ko rin siya dati. Hahahah!

Nang biglang nakita ko tong post na to!

Nung nabasa ko yung unang linya, nagulat ako! As in! Naisip ko... shet ano yung ginawa ko dati bakit nagawa ko yun!

And then I read the next line. Potek!!!!! hahahahahahaha! Laftrip! Naloko mo ako fresh grad ME! hahahahha!

Absentee Blogger

Anaknangshet... 12 days rin akong di napadpad dito.

Wala rin kasi akong maisip ikwento... meron naman akong mga minor kwentos kaso tinatamad ako isulat. Di ko pa feel.

Ewan wala akong ganang magsulat these past few days. Wala lang.

Buong May, ebooks inatupag ko. Last week medyo nabigyan kami ng trabaho so medyo tutok muna.

Wala sobrang wala talaga akong kwentong nakaka-excite ikwento! Taena sino ang boring ang buhay!?!?

Kung meron man akong makitang medyo nakakatawa... naiisip ko tandaan para lang may maisulat ako... kaso pag nasa harap na ako ng monitor... wala na... hangin na lahat. Gusto ko na lang mag-trabaho. WAW AS IF! Hahahhah! Ang sipag ko lang!

Pero kasi! Walang happening na captivating enough para maitsapwera ko yung trabaho at hand at maexcite ako enough para magsulat about it.

BOTTOM LINE: ANG BORING BORING NG BUHAY KO NGAYON!

Search Key Words: May 2010 - March 2011

Wala lang! Hehehe! Naisip ko lang i-post yung mga search words na ginamit sa google/yahoo para mapunta dito sa site ko!

Eto yung mga search words from when I started posting here till last month!

1. eop english only policy bloopers
2. michael digicam
3. budlot22 blogspot
4. can get information on
5. everything you need to know about makati
6. manilyn reynes magaling
7. mga matandang kontrabidang pinoy
8. shifting to bs physics department ateneo

Hahhhaha! Tangina! Tawang tawa ako sa #6 at #7! Akala mo naman Pinoy Showbiz related tong blog ko! Hahahahah!

Puzzlers naman ang #4 and #5. Di ko gets sang post sila napunta! Hahhha! Kasi in the first place... ang labo  ng #4 and more important... WALA AKONG ALAM SA MAKATI! except taga-dun si Mariek! Hahhaah!

Your Blog Should Be Yellow

Eto... I'm succumbing to online quizzes ulit kasi nauubusan na ako ng gagawin sa internet. Hehehehe... nakita ko kasi sa isang blog rin to... mwahehers!

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Your Blog Should Be Yellow

You're a cheerful, upbeat blogger who tends to make everyone laugh.
You are a great storyteller, and the first to post the latest funny link.
You're also friendly and welcoming to everyone who comments on your blog.

Una sa lahat... di kaya ako nagpopost ng LATEST funny links... The funnly links I usually post are outdated, but I post them anyway kasi natatawa pa rin ako sa kanila kahit 500 years na ang nakalipas.

Pangalawa, di ako friendly. At ayoko ng spam comments. SO I AM NOT WELCOMING TO EVERY ONE. Joketime naman tong Quiz na nasagutan ko. Although marami nga nagsasabi na nakakatawa DAW ako magkwento... pero sa tingin ko... nakakatawa lang sa kanila... not because of how I write... it's more likely that they imagine me saying what I wrote kaya sila natatawa... AM I RIGHT? OR AM I SUPER DUPER RIGHT!?

I KNOW RIGHT!?!

Reminder to Self 003: Brain Bursting!

Potaena! Di ako makatulog!!!

Besides the almost-freezing temp, I have this idea of starting a Travel Blog. Andami-dami kong naiisip kung paano ko siya gagawin.

I'm going to try to remember the places where I've been since I was a kid. Tell a story kung pano ako napunta dun, pano pumunta dun, what I like about the place, etc. Maybe I'll put a link to albums that are currently existing online and then mark those places where I've been nung di pa uso digicam, then go back to those places with camera on-hand para astig!

SHET! plano na naman ng plano! Di naman magawa... di bale... at least nakarecord na dito.

Sana magawa ko to!

WRONG TIMING!

I don't know what miracle this is... but apparently I have a super duper fast connection here at home. Usually, I can barely open my FB account... and the posting page here in blogger usually takes forever to load up, i.e. IT NEVER, NEVER LOADS!!!!

Kaso... just when the net connection exceeds the expectations... saka naman ako walang makwento! BUHAY NGA NAMAN! Wala lang! at least na-experience ko mag-post ng walang kwentang post today...

I POSTED SOMETHING... JUST BECAUSE I CAN!

So you want to be a writer? (Do I?)

Wala lang... I found this poem. Tapos naisip ko... onga!

Di ko alam kung gusto ko ba maging writer or whatevs, pero minsan... I write kasi gusto ko lang may mai-post... Pero in fairness to me... I've also had that feeling when all I could think about is writing about something that happened . Taena, minsan nga sa sobrang dami kong gustong sabihin in such a short period of time eh pinuputakti yung sinulat ko ng wrong grammars at sandamakmak na mali-maling punctutations. But nevertheless, pag natapos ko naman isulat ang kung ano man.... charap! Feeling writer na naman akO! Hahahaahha! Howelllllsss!!!

Here it goes...

So you want to be a writer?

Charles Bukowski

if it doesn't come bursting out of you

in spite of everything,

don't do it.

unless it comes unasked out of your

heart and your mind and your mouth

and your gut,

don't do it.

if you have to sit for hours

staring at your computer screen

or hunched over your

typewriter

searching for words,

don't do it.

if you're doing it for money or

fame,

don't do it.

if you're doing it because you want

women in your bed,

don't do it.

if you have to sit there and

rewrite it again and again,

don't do it.

if it's hard work just thinking about doing it,

don't do it.

if you're trying to write like somebody

else,

forget about it.

if you have to wait for it to roar out of

you,

then wait patiently.

if it never does roar out of you,

do something else.

if you first have to read it to your wife

or your girlfriend or your boyfriend

or your parents or to anybody at all,

you're not ready.

don't be like so many writers,

don't be like so many thousands of

people who call themselves writers,

don't be dull and boring and

pretentious, don't be consumed with self-

love.

the libraries of the world have

yawned themselves to

sleep

over your kind.

don't add to that.

don't do it.

unless it comes out of

your soul like a rocket,

unless being still would

drive you to madness or

suicide or murder,

don't do it.

unless the sun inside you is

burning your gut,

don't do it.

when it is truly time,

and if you have been chosen,

it will do it by

itself and it will keep on doing it

until you die or it dies in you.

there is no other way.

and there never was.

To my fans...

Hi!

Hahhahahhahaaaahahaha! Taena niyo wag niyo sabihin sa iba na ume-english ako ha! hahahahahah!

Comments? Anyone?

Hahaha! Kaya ko sinimulan tong blog na to...

• kasi I wanted to start a new blog where I can write about anything without worrying about what my friends will think about what I wrote...
• kasi I wanted to start writing in English again... ok... I'm still in transitional phase... i.e. Taglish... but still!!! I write more English words here which are composed of actual words instead of my usual-intentionally-misspelled-English-words-transformed-into-Filipino-slang-with-much-too-many-vowels-for-comfort.
• kasi I wanted to see if I can attract blog-readers (who are not related or connected to me in whatever form of social network (i.e. virtual or otherwise)) with just my superior wit and my occasional delusions of grandeur anecdotes...

But then again, I miss reading my friends' comments about anything... most of the time... comments which are not even related to what I wrote... comments which eventually seem like a thread of instant messages... even the useless WTF comments which I don't know whence it came from...

But I promised myself... I already crumbled once (I reposted an entry in my multiply blog... yep KSP* ako! Bakit ba?!)... I will not fail myself the second time!

I have to stay on this blog even if no one else reads this but me! My future fans will eventually find this blog... and I will be declared Queen! Hahahaha! Potaena! Inaantok na ako!

Sleep... just 20 minutes more and I can go home and sleep... if I don't watch a series instead... that is.

Note to self: Work 12 hours tomorrow so you can leave early on Thursday! Need to fetch sister in Pampanga by 8PM! Metro Manila to Pampanga = at most 3 hours. Need to leave office by 4PM. Avoid traffic. Check water. Gas. Air. Cash. Bring Laptop. (I hope I get all of this checked.)

* KSP - (for non-Filipinos... KSP = Kulang sa Pansin = MIA = Malnutrition in Attention i.e. ASB = Attention-Seeking-Beeyatch)

A Brief Blogging Background

I've been blogging since college. Kaso... sabog-sabog yung mga posts ko. I didn't bother with tags because I didn't really know how they worked and what they were exactly for. The moment I took the time to figure that one out... I already had too many posts to even bother going back and tagging all of them... soooo... I just went on my merry way and wrote to my heart's content... Nagkaproblema lang ako when I wanted to link one post to one of my older posts which I remembered writing about... tapos di ko mahanap yung lecheng post! Hahahaha! Magaling! Magaling!

Also, I have a hard time letting a blog go... I've had 3 blogs so far. One in Friendster (which I started when Friendster still reigned as king in the Online Social Networking World), another in Blogspot (which I started when I was studying HTML in college... wala pa kasing masyadong achuchuchu yung blogspot before... Kung gusto mo ng arte kelangan mo i-code using HTML... buti na lang ngayon click-and-drag na lang, otherwise I'd be publishing this post next week kasi kailangan ko pa ulit aralin yung HTML hehehe!), and of course... my sturdy Multiply blog (which I started noong college with a sprinkling of a few post kasi sort of umuso yung Multiply noon and I wanted to try writing there... which I then abandoned because I still preferred blogspot... which I again resurrected when I started working kasi... nevermind! sobrang highschool reason lang! hahaha!). Buti nga di ko sinimulan sa FB nang biglang naging "in" yung FB eh.

When I was blogging in Blogspot, I was still blogging a few post in my Friendster account as well. Eventually, I was able to let Friendster go. Kaso even when I started blogging in Multiply, I still posted some of my writings in my Blogspot account... I'm a 2-timing blogging beeyatch. Well... sort of...

Kaya ngayon, I declare... for good... goodbye Friendster! goodbye my other Blogspot blog! goodbye Multiply!

I know nobody really cares but me... hahaha! But I still need to know for myself that I can organize my life... even if it's only the virtual one! Hehehe!