Alam ko maitim ako... pero this was the first time I was ever treated as if I was invisible.
I saw someone who I thought was still a friend. Big mistake. Apparently, di niya na ako kaibigan... or kilala man lang.
I didn't feel like napahiya ako or anything kasi alam ko naman sa sarili ko na kilala ko siya and I was still treating him like a friend when I greeted him. Di rin naman ako nasaktan... kasi hello lang! As if ang laking kawalan niya sa buhay ko. And no... I am not sourgraping. Di pa nga ako gaanong malungkot kasi di ko na rin naman siya nakakasalamuha talaga. Ang malungkot lang I think would be that my memories of him as my friend once would be tainted.
And why should they be tainted, you ask. Kasi apparently, he was not who I thought he was all along... and that is the saddest thing of all.